Dare me!!!

I need more CHALLENGES!!!
I know I can do more, much more & much better!!!
But why can't I?

Are there no opportunities?
Am I stupid/lazy/procrastinating?
Is there lack of motivation? Why?
Am I missing something else I don't realize?
Lack of fulfilment, satisfaction & empowerment?

As I told myself, this is a year of holiday for me.
Less work, more quality time for myself. It's true though...
Just afraid that I will become too accustom here and difficult to reintegrate into the Asian-paced of life.

And it isn't easy to be @ trainee...
You represent the organization, you represent the country...
And got to live up to expectations...at least for the sake of yourself and your own future...

Anyway, it's no big deal, beside bitching about it, life goes on!!!
加油吧!!! 加油, 加油!!!